31 October 2015
Day 1 

I believe the crack was appeared long ago. Complicated , Anxious , Helpless and Depressed.

Its been 5 years and I know is not that easy  for you who willing been with me , a guy like me .

Giving me a cold shoulder, killing stare is definitely the worst thing getting from you .  

You told me to give you a few days to consider but for me a day without getting news , message even call from you it was like years to me. 5 minutes is been like hour to me .

Be frank, I know now you're in your golden age even you choose leaving. I won't be blaming you .
Is all my fault for not able giving you the lifestyle you want.

Maybe our loves have come across to a choice . 

Stay or Leaving.

But I still loving you very deeply.